Writing Again?

before that... this song is really in my head right now :3

Well hey its me again.. 

after few months.. bout 5 months now.. 

NEW LIFE??

naahh.. same life..just continuing to a new chapter.

i met this guy.. 4 years back..

when i met him (online) i know things will never be "just friends" with him.. he is the most perfect guy in my life.. my dream guy.. mcm dlm manga smua tu.. sebijik tu lah dia..

but.. 2 tahun lepas.. start contact balik... n status kami jadi complecated...

it dont end up like what i imagined it would be..

we still are "just friends" and lost contact again..

i was so devastated.. then the my exman came back to me..

doing all PLAYBOY's thing to me.. 

and i believed him..

nahh not ganna talk about him..

but.. yea..

when you are broken then there is someone yg care pasal u.. mesti la smua org pon akan fikir "he/she is the one".. 

about one year plus officially (soft of) with him.. 

x official pye mau 2 tahun.. ye la.. lepas kne tinggal ngn mamat perfect tu..

i want him to be my last.. until he "declared" he cheated on me..

yea right.. tak guna..

ntah betul ntah tak.. i dont believe it..

but... nmpk sgt he wants to get rid of me.. so i did..

n one month later..

here i am with my perfect guy again!!

i know.. What the fuck?????

aku x plan pon nk ade ape2 special ngn dia..

aku igt still nk kekal kan "just friends" tu disebabkan aku masih trauma ngn laki ni..

smua penipu..

smua manusia pon penipu..

but cara dia menyesal.. cara dia ckp dia betul2 buat pilihan yg salah..

buat kan aku terbukak hati..

"i know what it felt like not to be with you.. it hurts.. i dont want to feel that again"

dia pon dah buat effort utk jumpa aku smua..

now dah 4 bulan dah.. and for now 2 kali dah dia dtg sini.. just to see me..

for now.. everythg seemingly to be perfect again......

i just hope it'll last..

=== random thanks ===

well.. random thanks to sesiapa yang bukak page ni walaupon........

xde update pape..

hmm sape lah yg rajin sangat ni..

thank you to you sir/miss :3

well nothing pon dlm page ni.. just me n my life..

hahaha..

ckp ape benda yg x booleh ckp kat manusia lain.. 

sbb xde org yg kesah pon..

because everyone is too busy managing their own life kan.. 

biasa lah.. manusia :3

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tu je kot nk update masa ni.. nnt wa update lg...

XOXO

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