Loneliness-ness-ness

well hey.. its me again..

duh~

just wanna talk about loneliness....

it had been a part of me since i was small..

ye lah kan.. x de adik beradik..

org smua sebok.. main sorg2..

kadang2 teringin nk rasa.. mcm mana rasa bila someoe yg always ade je someone ngn dia

utk dia kongsi2 happy.. sedih.. marah.. geram smua tu..

i just wanna feel it just for a day..

just for a day.. please.. dont leave me..

dr nk tido malam tu.. 

x kan ade perasaan takut yang "bila bangun smua orang xde"

sbb kita tau.. org tu akan ade bila kita bukak mata pagi nnt.. 

and dia x tinggal kita sekejap pon..

sampai kita tido balik..

ade ke? wujud ke?

or its just my imagination..

just for a single day..

hmm..

kadang2 aku google benda pelik2..

baca quote2..

n rasa happy..

rasa mcm..

there's someone who actually understands me..

thats exactly how i feel..

thank you for understanding..

but..

aku x tahu lah sbb ego or sebab dah terbiase..

n ego tu pasti..

buat mcm xde pape jadi..

sbb you can handle everything on your own kan?

just smile and wave.. :)

====== random talk ======

i really want to talk about depression..

but i dont know how..

i really need help..

i dont know what to do..

i am depressed..

a lot..

i need help..

but siapa? hmm

ckp kat org... diorang just ckp..

"alaa.. kau ni overthinking je ni.. xde pape lah tu"

terima kasih.. SANGAT membantu..

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BREAK AWAY

kata2 terakhir::

just smile while you have reasons to smile